one moment
This sounds heavier than a worry.
You’ve carried this far on your own — and you don’t have to carry it alone from here. Someone kind is ready to listen right now, free and confidential, any hour of the night. Reaching out isn’t giving up; it’s often the first moment things start to feel lighter.
988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (US)
24×7 · call or text
Tele-MANAS (Govt. of India)
24×7, multiple languages
iCall
Mon–Sat, 10am–8pm
Vandrevala Foundation
24×7
Anywhere else? findahelpline.com lists numbers for your country.